stress.. sometimes i think emo motivate me to study.. hahahahahaha... dn noe y... haiz.... getting weirder and weirder lately... i found that i lock up myself.. yea.. lock up... i think no one noe what i am thinking of lately except u can look tru me lo.. hehehehehehehe... hmmmm... isit a good thg or a bad thing????? dn care... alone.. sumtimes i found it more bearable than faking a smile.. at least i am honest to myself... i hate to lie and i hate liers... bla bla bla... alot of things to write but i dn have the heart to update my blog at all... till here... bye
sometimes alone can be unbearable but its better than u faking a smile..
sometimes memories hurts more than anything...
i lock up myself cz i hardly can trust anyone lately..
love me or hate me... i dn give a damn..
if u hate me do so..no point for u to fake around anyway..
if u love me than i will be absolutely happy wiv it.. happy to be friend wiv u..
emo emo emo apple... me me me.... with candle.... me with jac jac de lollipop(til now i nt yet finish it ar..) me again...ok.. tat book is my sis de not mine.... my leg... source of the light???? from torch light!! muahahahaha candles........my sis punya angkara..... this is my sis....... muahahahahahhaha... rajin ho??? but actually just acting.. =P
a taste of blackout????? experienced it just yesterday.. its a hell long electricity brokedown i ever had... imagine urself in the darkness for more than 3 hours or so?????? aikz..... its a hot hot hot hot nite yesterday.. no fan.. no tv.. no blogging.. no friendster.. no msn.. no no no no anythg... hp was low battery tat time but was lucky enuf it can stay alive for more than 3 hours or so... and it went flat right after the electricity was normal again.. so so so lucky.... and within that time i was chatting with elly,ron, and joan and also camwhoring with my sis and and and was completely insane doing stupid things with my sis... muahahahahahahaha... above were pictures taken in the dark where boredom had conquer us that time....... XD