this is the first time i m not anticipating for my birthday at all..
birthday nearing means exam is nearing..
now i do noe how pui "gloria" ron feels for big exam happens to be on his birthday...
eventhough 1st semester exam is not any big public exam yet it does not feel good...
haiz...
the stress is increasing day by day..
locking myself at home does no help..
my heart,brain,hands and eyes is so reluctant to do any study..
really feel like calling for HELP!! T_T

i am hating school more day by day..
especially monday.. where 4 periods of chem is totally a disaster unless it is with my previous teacher then i will enjoy it very much..
it really do pull down my spirit to school when monday comes..
and i am thinking of being absence today but i dint do it lar...

the new boy in the class..
haiz...
i am VERY UNCOMFORTABLE with sitting with him just next to me..
shit.. i DISLIKES his way of looking at people..
and i was actually very happy he was absence today..
omg.. i am so bad..
but i really feel uncomfortable with him.. what should i do???? T_T

i am really having a very shit feeling for coming birthday which will be the 1st day of exam and school...

mood is down and i must get rid of it... =(

Labels: feeling, school.