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Sunday, January 11, 2009
maybe
sumone make me think of sumthg.. wat will it be like if i nvr been into a relationship?? will i still be who i am today?? maybe i will not noe how it will be like to be hurt and hurting a person feeling.. maybe i will still be as childish as before.. maybe i will not have so much memories to be treasure.. maybe i will not noe how it was like to be heartbroken.. maybe i will still be naive and nvr learn to grow up.. maybe i will not how it was like to be in love and loved.. maybe i will not noe how my heart beat whenever the loved one.. maybe i will not noe how it was like to hold hands.. maybe i will not noe how i regret to have started a relationship n brg to an end and hurting everyone,troubling anyone.. there is alot of maybe.. but one thg for sure is to thank you for teaching me alot of thgs for good or bad.. alone nvr will be the words describing how anticipate u are for a relationship, or having an ex or not.. love is not sumthg that u nid to get into relationship to show u noe enuf(u nvr though).. love is too complicated for anyone to untangled to understand how it works and function.. its a feeling.. feeling cnt be control by anyone rationality for sure... u nvr noe how cn u not get into a relationship that may break after.. i do think that love is the creator of hurt, hatred, sad.. u shed tears,smile, and hate cz of it.. single or not, having an ex or not, u are still u.. being alone?? dn forget u still have ur family and friends for u to care.. couldnt get along wiv family well?? have u ever think of y u cnt get along wiv them?? maybe u can say they dn understand me enuf.. but did we ever understand them? did we ever thought y must be them that shud understand us though they dn have the oblige to do so like how we acted nt understanding them?? friends are owes those who we approach.. but there, we still have sumthg to complain.. behaviour, attitude, and stuff.. wat i could say is that nth is perfect..
love is nt a thg that we can live without.. it was what tie us together as a family and friends and lover.. it was what that makes us smile,laugh,cry,mad,hate,keep moving,disappointed and so on.. it is a feeling we live in n cnt live without which make our life beautiful and full of colours.. its a greatest ever.. nvr say u dn noe how it was like to be in love.. cz u are in it..
ok.. i noe i do crap in this post.. sorry if its irritated u or watsoever.. its my opinion and thoughts.. u cn disagree cz its ur choice.. and i nvr seek for anyone approval.. to that sumone, if u happen to read this post, sorry ya cz its just my thought ovr wat u have issue yesterday.. hahaz..
when things changes, no matter what you do, how u try, it would never be the same anymore... i thank you you for showing me how one's trust can be shaken.. how one's changes can affect the others... past remain and future is wat people opt for now..—03/09/08
how can i make myself to truly believe in u??? wat u done, ways u treat others make me doubting u as a frenz... haiz... can i believe in u??? i wonder.... (not referring to any of my buddies).